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Kari
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| Subject: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 12:33 am | |
| They had left a while ago, Kim and Ko. Narumi tired even after Kim did all he did to try to help him had gone to lay down and take a nap and while Gungen could have been keeping him company he was still Lin hoped in the gardens. Kim had given him a lot to think about, things he would never had been open to if he had not seen them. Had Kim not taken and copied Narumi's memories and shared with them Lin himself. Lin Zhi Li was not known for admitting he was wrong to anything since normally he was very careful to not be wrong to make sure of things. But this? This he needed to learn more about needed to learn in so many ways and so he walked out to the gardens and looked about.
"Gungen....are you here we need to talk." Lin said in a clam tone he was dressed how he was comfortable in dress slacks, a white button down shirt jacket with the seal of his clan hanging from the lapel and he had his glasses off at the moment tucked into a pocket as he was not reading and didn't currently need them. The crests on the backs of his hand covered by the finger-less black gloves he wore. He did need to talk to him...to understand just what it was that Gungen truly wanted. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 12:48 am | |
| Gungen, choosing to have rested in the gardens, had remained in his true form and simply curled up among the now fallen trees and went to sleep after expending so much energy and anger. However, the familiar voice of Lin made him awake and he could feel the once calmed hate and hurt welling up in him again. This caused a low, hateful growl to bubble up as he stood up from amongst the fallen trees. His three yellow and red eyes dilated in his anger, even as they rested on Lin.
How he wanted nothing more than to get away from this man for good. He caused him nothing but grief and pain, but despite this, he couldn't leave Narumi. And, as much as he hated it, the humanity in him still desired to protect Lin even when the demon in him believed that Lin didn't deserve it.
"If you're here to cause more problems Lin, you should just go back inside...I don't want to hurt you," he warned lowly, coldly as he kept his distance. He wouldn't get up close, no matter what. He would rather avoid Lin in every possible way, but he couldn't no matter how hard he tried. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 12:56 am | |
| Lin looked at him as he spoke about not wanting to hurt him words he would have thought were hidden lies in the past due to his training but.....he sighed and held up his hand showing that he was not there to fight. At least not unless he had to defend himself. Instead after a moment he closed his blue eyes and ran a hand through his brown hair a sign although he'd never shown Gungen that he was nervous or trying to think of how to phrase things.
"I was recently given....much to think about." He said meaning what Kim had done and although he should have been angry with the Cambion the fact remained then when he looked at Narumi and mentioned the park....Naru had told him that he would have no doubt been killed or cut loose and died anyways had Gungen not sensed his presence and shown up to save him, and Gungen's staff had glowed forming a barrier with just a touch of Naru's energy to protect him....things that.
"I'm not here to start a fight with you Gungen. And as much as it pains me, my actions until now may make these next few moments a bit more terse than they should be no doubt....but...." Here Lin paused one of his station did not admit they were wrong even a little to a creature of darkness but a creature of darkness would not be so bent on saving a life, on keeping them safe and more than that, trying to find a way to keep him from ever falling into darkness...Gungen had no desire to drag Narumi down...just to love him.
"I wish....to understand you....Gungen if your willing to at the moment at least talk....." Lin said and it was clear he was not being forced into it. If Narumi had insisted he talk with Gungen his tone would be hostile and bitter, but instead it was tired but patient and reserved the tone he often used with Narumi when there was much he had to learn from the other about what happened and he had to keep an open mind. Not judgmental.... | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 1:07 am | |
| Gungen snorted and looked up at the now visible, ever glowing moon. "Your actions? Give me a break Lin...I'm tired..." he said lowly as he looked from the moon, back down at the man before him. "I'm so tired of trying to play savior to a man who doesn't want to be saved...If you want to be turned into a demon by my father, by all means...jump into the pit because I've had enough of your punishment..." he said lowly, his voice was clearly very tired as he finally shifted back to his human form and looked at the tattered pieces of clothing that hung limply from his body, barely covering anything and sighed as he turned his back on Lin and picked up the clothes that Narumi had sat out for him to put on once he changed back.
"I've talked myself hoarse, yet my words fell on deaf ears...why are you now deciding to change your mind? Because you finally have seen the things I've done for you, for Naru? Don't expect me to welcome you into my circle with open arms...you're not worth that kind of trust...but if you want to know if I'm willing to tell you what I've been screaming at you since you first met me, then the answer is this..." he said as he finished getting dressed in the black jeans and red band t-shirt that had English writing scrawled across it, and turned back to face Lin.
"This is the last time I'll say what I've got to say, so for your sake...my voice better be heard..." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 1:18 am | |
| Lin looked at him he didn't get into why it was so hard for him to trust anyone what his upbringing had meant for himself that wasn't fair to Gungen and he had been most unfair but instead of looking angered by his words Lin just looked if possible more tired with himself then anyone else. His stubborn outlook had hurt....Narumi and had hurt Gungen.
"I am listening......now" He answered in a way he had never done before. "I have not heard you in the past....I openly and freely admit that. I have not been willing to hear your words in the past too stuck....in what I was taught." He sighed as he looked at him. "After you left the room I was in no more a state at that point to hear you or Narumi for that matter. I had still been willing to shut you out....to block Narumi's words believing as I had been trained to believe all of my life that you were lying to deceive." He closed his eyes his words were not confrontational but rather withdrawn and just a touch self loathing.
"But....that odd priest the one you called...Kim?" He said then opened his eyes. "I saw him instill peace in Narumi instantly touching him but then moment's later he touched me....and I saw the countless times you saved Naru...when I could not. I would never have been there in time to save him and not because you wished him harm but because....you truly love and care about him. I had been told there was not a demon alive who would ever take back the human emotions the humanity that was 'lost' to them.....but when I tried to deny it at first Kim spoke to me on the Astral plain telling me....that that humanity was the very thing he a Cambion was trying to hold onto.....that that Humanity in you...was the reason why....he was willing to put his trust and faith in you. He a being who had less reason to trust anyone because of how he was born.....so who was I to be so blind? And I was blind as he said....blind to my ways and teachings holding onto them even at the cost of those I hold most dear....."
Lin took a deep breathe. "So I ask you Gungen....you need not scream it this time....I have no walls no teachings to hide behind not now....all I wish to know.....to hear is what you have to say." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 1:47 am | |
| Gungen sat down on a fallen tree and looked at Lin. His white eyes were staring directly at Lin, a tired expression on his face even though he was, for the most part, looking deep in and maybe even past Lin himself. He looked for a long while before he simply closed his eyes and sighed. "I am rare among demons...stronger than my father, as I am his heir, but weaker than the "god" of all demons..." he said lowly as he opened his eyes to once again look at Lin.
"I regained my humanity by the means of rebirth...I placed my soul in the womb a of virgin and was born as a human child...My father, of course, learned about what I had done and when I turned 18, sought me out and reawakened my demonic nature as a way to punish me for leaving hell without his permission...when the marks surface on my palms...I was cast out of the temple I had been studying at and forever ostracized by not one group, but two..." he explained lowly. "I wanted to be human again, even if it was selfish, but I wasn't prepared for the damages it would cause. I can feel all of the emotions of a human, which leaves me greatly vulnerable to other demons...and makes me vulnerable to humans as well...I can cry real tears instead of tears of blood, and I can be happy or feel emotional pain...this has caused an imbalance that I can't control despite my efforts...if I get too hungry, I'll kill until I'm full. If I get too angry, I'll transform and kill what angers me...the list goes on, but the dangers aren't just to other people, but to myself as well...if I get too hungry, I'll possibly cannibalize myself...until I've killed myself and nothing will be left...I'm also at risk for contracting some human diseases that normally I wouldn't be able to...and am able to become ill and psychically weak...so much so that I can't transform..." he said as he looked at Lin and then back up at the moon.
"Despite the risks, I went against my father and came here and made friends with humans, had a human host mother, and have killed many of my brothers, sisters, and cousins in order to protect not only Naru, but one very stubborn asshole, Lin Zhi Li from my father's clutches...with the negativity in your heart, in your soul...he can easily drag you to hell and change you into the very thing you were trained to hate, and to fear..." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 1:55 am | |
| Lin took a deep breathe as he finally fully listened to Gungen. Narumi had sworn up and down that it wasn't what it appeared to be. "To be human again..." He said blinking and closing his eyes. "And It would be that between the both of us my actions have been less then human." He said realizing the truth behind those words for what they were now, now that he wasn't so clouded with so much anger and hate.
Lin Zhi Li looked at Gungen quietly for a moment or two then offered something he very rarely if ever offered anyone. "Gungen..I am sorry." He said he had been so bent on believing the worst of him thanks to his teachings his life that he had not been willing to hear him to truly see him. It took the Cambion of all things a child trapped by birth forever between the worlds to tell him that he was being blind. Judgemental and acting more of a demon then Gungen was. That actions were what made one a demon not being born with those parents one could not control who they're parents were but they could choose to climb higher. And Gungen was fighting to climb higher which was hard to do when Lin kept knocking him back down. Lin who was close to him because he was close to Narumi.
"I deserve that." He said calmly as he was called an asshole by Gungen and to him he had been he had been a judgmental fool. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 2:07 am | |
| He snorted though, and closed his eyes. The demons had never thought they'd see the day...an angel apologizing to a demon. "You deserve so much more from me..." he said coldly, but didn't make a move to get up or offer to come closer. "I've protected you behind your back for a long time now Lin...even when the demon in me whispered that it would be better to let the little angel become one of us or be eaten..." he said as he looked at Lin.
"I've shielded you from not only my own malice and nature, but from my brothers, sisters, cousins, and my father...I've protected you from not one, not two, but three cambion who would have been perfectly content to let you be drug to hell..." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 2:12 am | |
| Lin went a touch wide eyed as he said that and shook his head. "What are you talking about Angel?" He said confused. "I'm a human Gungen...a Human who has made terrible mistakes in his time it's true ...." He said shaking his head. "Part of that....is because I was..." He sighed. "I was beaten and trained to hate....absolutely hate anything that had Demon blood in it....since birth. But you....confused me I felt myself conflicted and torn between wanting to trust in the man I saw before me...and the training of the lifetime I had behind me and I found myself giving into the anger and hate...whenever you did something they said was evil and showing true colors....but...it never once occured to me you were doing it....to protect me....let alone Naru." He took a deep breath.
"Wait three Cambion...are you referring to Kim, Mugo and Karega?" he said knowing of them... | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 2:18 am | |
| Gungen sighed and shook his head. "Typically, demons don't meddle in angel's business, but yes...you're an angel. An earthbound one, but an angel none the less...which is why you bare those marks..." he said lowly. "And yes, I know of them...can smell them even if I can't physically see them..." he said, perhaps a bit snidely.
He then glanced at Lin. "Yes, I mean exactly all three of them. As well as the human who is becoming a demon...Kohaku..." he said as he looked at Lin before he finally stood up to walk closer to Lin. The moonlight made his blond hair seem an odd shade of white, and made his black gauges a bit more obvious. "Those four alone...would have been more than happy to watch you get drug to hell...tragic as they would have believed it to be, they wouldn't stop it...they'd be too conflicted to even try..."
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 2:22 am | |
| Lin looked at Gungen as his words hit hard. All his life he had believed he had been cursed by these marks on the backs of his hands and now? Now taking a deep breathe he looked down at them and then reached down not supposed to let anyone see them placing his hand over the back of his other. Not wanting to take the gloves off now and risk hurting Gungen who he was finally speaking to and hearing.
"To conflicted...." he said closing his eyes. "Considering the amount I've hurt you....why still protect me...." He said softly lowly. "I've done nothing but wound you...not physically but emotionally..." And wither or not Lin realized it...he was sounding vulnerable and very much human at the moment. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 2:42 am | |
| "Because, unlike my father, I value every soul be they human, cambion, angel, or demon...I'll protect those who come to me or those who don't realize they need to be protected...I swore to myself when I became a human that I would save the ones that I had the power to save," he answered as he looked at Lin.
"Despite the belief and how I appear or act, I do care and do genuinely value lives of everyone. Race, species, gender...none of that matters to a true leader, a true savior and peace bringer...so why should it matter to me?" he asked as he looked from Lin, down to the marks of Asura on his palms. He belonged to his father only in blood. He was his own person and had chosen his path. He would protect instead of kill.
He finally looked back up at Lin and moved closer, finally breaking his personal barrier with others and took hold of Lin's hand and removed the glove and looked at the mark before he placed his hand over it, palm down and closed his eyes as he felt the warmth of the glow. It wasn't painful, but merciful. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sat Jan 16, 2016 10:35 am | |
| Lin went a touch wide eyed when Gungen closed the distance and took off the glove that he used to hide the markings on the back of that hand. He looked at there hands his and Gungen's the marking didn't respond to the race but the character of the soul that touched it. What Gungen did even now was to protect others including himself. To protect the life here on this planet. And then there was the Cambion's who wished to form this army with him and realized they were trying in there own way to do the same thing. Kim had touched him......and not been burned by the aura of the marks that were on his hands that flowed through his body.
"Your....pure." Lin said softly in amazement not sure what else to say seeing the warm gentle halo that spread out from beneath there hands. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 12:32 am | |
| Gungen opened his eyes to look at Lin as he kept his hand there, resting on the mark as it glowed with such warmth that it made him want to keep his hand there for a while longer. He had never felt such mercy from anyone. He had felt love and forgiveness, but not mercy. "I wouldn't call it pure...I'm still a demon," he said lowly as he finally removed his hand from Lin's and lowered it to his side.
"I've got good intentions and mean no harm towards anyone..not while I'm in control at least..." he said as he looked at Lin and sighed. "I'd be careful with those marks though...they'll burn Mugo as soon as he touches them..." he warned as he shifted to look back up at the moon once more. "As bright as he shines, his soul is a dark one...he's not as "pure" as you'd believe he is...even with that happy facade and childish personality...he's fooling you..." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 12:40 am | |
| Lin shook his head no. "I hesitate to get near him....despite all of his smiles and childishness his presence makes the backs of my hands burn." He said shrugging and then glanced up at the moon that Gungen kept looking towards. "I say pure even though your a demon because there is no deceit in your actions if your intentions didn't match what you were saying all along....they would have reacted differently." He looked at the back of his hand then and sighed seeing the markings still glowing.
"I'll take your warning for what it is though....the gloves are enchanted to prevent me from burning random people...but it's not fool proof. And I'd rather not test the theory with Mugo who would no doubt see it as an active attack." He said sighing having met him and had used his Shikigami to gain the ball during the test as opposed to touching Mugo at all...in fact Lin had been certain to not get anywhere close to the man.....because of the strong reaction at the backs of his hands. Mugo....toyed with everything and everyone.
"Once again Gungen....I am sorry. I don't expect forgiveness I have been quiet cruel to you....but....even if it's slow...I do wish to learn more about you as a person....if your willing to give me another chance." he said as he slipped his glove back on covering up the markings again. He was used to them being covered and felt like they were some sort of beacon that said 'hey bad guys here I am come and get me' when they were exposed too long. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 12:54 am | |
| Gungen chuckled as he looked back down at Lin at his words concerning Mugo. "Despite his darkness, there are times when he's as pure with his intentions as I am with mine. He's not completely bad, since he's a cambion he can't fully become one side without loosing the other...and for him, it would surly be his humanity. For the sake of his brother, Killian, Kicha, and Kirua though, he retains what little humanity he has left in him...otherwise, he would have changed sides long ago...and I shudder to think what rank he would become should he ever fully change..." he said lowly, his eyes reflecting his thoughts, a distant look as he thought about just what Mugo could become.
He broke his focus on Mugo though, and brought his attention on Lin. "There's not much to learn in all honesty...but, you will learn a few things about me in general if you pay attention and watch and listen..." he commented, shrugging. "As for forgiveness...I can't lie to you and say that I'm at that stage yet...but, I can say that I trust you a little more now..." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 1:03 am | |
| Lin looked at him as he said that there were times when Mugo could be as pure as Gungen himself but other times when he was the other. It would be hard to tell the difference but it was there never the less. He did pause though and nodded.
"I am the same way....as in..." he said meaning trusting Gungen a little more now perhaps because they spoke and perhaps because....Gungen had touched it and it had glowed with a halo of light. It has been warm and gentle not harsh and protective. He looked at him. "Trust....will be something we both need to work on. But....I am willing to try." Lin said as he looked up at the moon in the night sky then sighed and chuckled. Looking at Narumi's ruined garden which was his fault for upsetting Gungen he glanced at him and then pulled off the glove a second time.
Kneeling down he placed his palm flat on the ground and began speaking lines of light spread out from his fingertips the markings glowing as the energy wove itself through the ground and gathered up that which was broken in nature and restored it putting the trees and everything back as if it had not been marred to begin with he had done it in the past so as to not trouble Naru with it later. But the words were ancient angelic his talents with Omnyoji.....after a moment he stood the markings glowing with light as he sighed.
"No sense in leaving things like this....I'm mostly to blame for the state the garden was in anyways." Lin said truthfully had he not attacked Gungen emotionally without bias for the feelings because he wasn't listening and hearing him really hearing him this would not have happened. Lin never realized it....when he spoke like that....what language he was really using. Well not until now when Gungen told him what he really was....and he unlike Narumi bore markings of heaven on the backs of his hands while Narumi had an 'spiritual eye' or angelic eye in the center of his forehead a birthmark....that kept his third eye forever open and spilling forth with immense energy...and Gungen had chosen to save them both. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 1:09 am | |
| Gungen sighed as he closed his eyes and sat down in the grass, not minding that Lin was so close. He felt woozy from, one, using so much of his own energy and two, just being essentially power blasted by Lin's powers. A demon was a demon and a demon he was. "Damn it..." he grumbled lowly as he crossed his legs and brought his hands up to rest on his thighs, nails digging into his jeans as he rode out the wave of nausea and hunger.
When it had passed, he opened his eyes to look at Lin and sighed again. "Trust is going to be fun...to earn..." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 1:15 am | |
| Lin looked at him and paused staring for a moment then sighed having not meant to blast Gungen with his power thinking that if he touched the ground the energy would be conveyed there and not at Gungen he had been mistaken. "It would seem so....we're....polar opposites in many ways it seems." He said softly closing his eyes and then sighed moving to sit down near Gungen so they could talk but on a bench so that he put a bit of space between himself and Gungen and the holy energies he had stirred up without meaning to that seemed to be hitting Gungen so heavily.
"It would seem I'm doing things to you even when I do not mean to...." He said looking at him. "I had thought the earth would absorb the energy so that it would not have such an effect on you...." He said honestly and truthfully. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 1:20 am | |
| He shook his head as he looked up at Lin from where he sat. "On a normal day when I've not used up nearly all of my energy, I would be able to withstand angelic power without a problem..." he explained as he shook his head again to stop it from swimming. "But because I got so angry and lost control, I used more energy than I normally would have...and now that I'm not in my true form...I'm weaker...and hungry..." he said, adding on the hungry part after a moment's pause to think if it would be safe to add that in. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 1:27 am | |
| Lin listened to him....as he spoke about being tired and weaker basically having been affected by his energy because of it and because he was hungry. He was openly admitting to needing to eat and Narumi would be out until morning having used up his energy like that and even with Kim calling him fallen slightly 'ill' so to speak.
This was more his fault than not. Had he not been soo stubbornly blind Gungen would not be in this situation and well he was trying to work on the trust thing.
"Gungen." He said after a moment's pause hearing him say that. "I'm not overly sure how it works....but....you can take mine." Lin said looking at the man sitting there this demon who chose to become human to protect the life here that he held dear and precious....that he loved life.....wanted to save the humans and the angels and everyone.....had sought to had his father not come and forced his awakening he would have lived his life as a priest and been helping people now he had to struggle with what he once was. Lin looked at him. "I mean....if it won't make you ill or anything..." He said not sure if Gungen taking in angelic energies right now even those of an earth bound angel like himself.....would cause him problems. | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 1:34 am | |
| Gungen looked at Lin for a long while in silence, seemingly frozen there at the mention of being allowed to feed. But after a long while of silent contemplation, he stood up and moved over to Lin, standing over him as he looked down at him. "There are multiple ways to take it in really, the way Narumi shares his with me is different than when I feed on my own...though there are other ways..." he said as he stood there.
"The simplest is the way Narumi shares his own energy...though that's more intimate than you'd probably like..." he said as he sighed and looked back up at the moon once again. "I could always take it through blood..." | |
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| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 1:40 am | |
| Lin listened to him as he said that there were multiple ways to take it and one would be much more intimate then he'd probably like. The other way was through blood that he mentioned and if Lin put that together it would be something akin to a vampire feeding no doubt biting him and drawing out the energy with the blood that he was taking in.
Lin regarded him a moment or two in silence. "Gungen..." He answered after what felt like perhaps an eternity to them both. "Considering how much I've made you expend today and then just now....take it however is easiest for you and most comfortable. I'll be fine." He said with a certainty that he felt perhaps because either way sounded rather intimate really either way had a mouth no doubt touching him to take it in. It really just meant which ever way was easiest for him to feed. "I'm not going to fight you on it, it would be silly after offering in the first place so....if the quickest way to get what you need is to do as Naru would for you then do it." He said looking at him. "I'm not going to make you work for it. If I'm going to trust you....then I have to start somewhere." | |
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Character sheet Name: Gituku Mugo (ギツク むご) Age: 24 Occupation: Ex-Monk, Hunter, Route Troupe Member, PK & Psy-Nen user
| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 2:01 am | |
| Sighing, he looked back down at Lin. "The simplest way isn't the best way though...it'll only give me half of what I need," he said lowly as he moved down, and leaned in close to look eye to eye at Lin. "The best way...is through sexual energy...it's the most intense and filling form of energy there is...aside from negative energy of course..." he said as he looked at Lin. | |
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Posts : 397 Yen : 32510 Reputation : 0 Join date : 2015-08-02 Age : 44
Character sheet Name: Kichona 'Kicha' Kasai Age: 20 Occupation: Bounty Hunter/Being scouted by Route Troupe
| Subject: Re: A heart to Heart. Sun Jan 17, 2016 2:08 am | |
| Lin looked at him and stammered a bit a heated blush flushed through his cheeks in a matter of seconds as he realized just what Gungen was saying. He could not as Narumi could muster all of his energy up and spike it like that. So he had to trust in Gungen to know how to get to it. However the idea that anyone could want him in that way let alone Gungen who had even less reason to want anything to do with him then anyone else had Lin stammering and blushing.
He shifted any Omnyoji seals on him that hide his presence were shot now....his innocence he was untouched. An pure untouched Earthbound Angel.....unsoiled by anyone and now that Gungen had thrown him off his center all of his carefully placed charms and everything were dissolved before Gungen who would know sense and sent that just how pure he really was....
"I...you mean..." He said flustered as his heart skipped a few beats oh good grief...he mentally beat himself screaming at himself to think and not just stare at Gungen like he was some school girl and suddenly struck dumb....and Gungen was hungry and here he was...without meaning to probably tempting the demon to well for lack of a better way to put it even though he offered willingly 'devour' him right up. "I....you'd want to.....that is....oh geeze....that with....me?" he said and the last part came out a hushed almost chocked whispered not in horror much to Lin's surprise but more shock and something else good grief what was that? | |
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