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PostSubject: What you mean to me....   Thu Jan 07, 2016 3:06 pm

Kim stretched as he looked about Ko's place he would cut out in a moment or two here unless Ko asked him to stay but he had taken both Kirua home and now Ko. Kim himself would just go float about the astral plane for a few hours really....he didn't really have a home. But it was always interesting to see someone else's.

Ko flopped down on the couch and sighed loudly. "So glad today is over," he said lowly as he draped his arm over his face for a moment before he rose it to look at Kim. "Hey, Kim...do you wanna stay here tonight?"

Kim actually paused and turned opening his eyes to look at Ko. "I don’t mind." He said in answer which was the truth he didn't mind staying. He walked over and then sat down before him on the air not thinking about it really but he rarely if ever got to sit on something like a couch so sitting on the astral currents was more common to him but Ko could easily change that....

After a few moments, he sat up and moved over and patted the couch. "Kim, come sit with me for a while..." he said as he looked at his...was he his partner? He wasn't sure.

Kim looked at him and then set down walking over and sat down on the couch beside him without hesitation. It was different to do this cuddling up in bed sure.....once or twice in his past he was picky and choosy not one to just sleep around. Although Mugo was an interesting detour. But Ko? Once he sat down he sent away his staff and then his cloak there was no sense in wearing it at the moment which just left him in his yellow shirt and pants really but it was better than looking all stiff and formal. "Alright." He said although he was trying to figure out really where he and Ko stood in things....what their relationship was exactly.

"Kim..." he began, but stopped and sighed, closing his eyes. "Is this worth it?" he asked as he opened his eyes to look over at Kim. "Am I wasting my time here?"

Kim blinked feeling sudden confusion. Not a feeling he was accustomed to feeling at all. "I don't understand Ko...." He said looking at him and shifting so that he could actually look at him tipping his head but his eyes....were open he was looking right at the lovely man sitting there. "Wasting your time with what?"

He sighed and closed his eyes again. "Am I wasting my time with you Kim..." he said as he opened his eyes again to look at Kim, side glancing at him really.

Kim went a touch wide eyed before he closed his eyes but that catty smile didn't return instead he simply sat there a moment....."Are...you...." He breathed. "Saying your intending on leaving...." was he wasting his time.....'your a waste of our time nothing so foul or evil should ever belong...' was something he heard in chorus before they all but tried to purify him out of existence. Kim felt subtle tension rolling through his shoulders felt himself stiffening as if waiting for that blow...

"No Kim..." he said and shook his head. "I'm asking if I'm trying to make this more than what it is..."

He relaxed when he said no at first and then sighed as he got up wrapping his arms around his waist. "If you’re asking me....do I feel anything at all when it comes to you the answer is yes....if you’re asking me do I understand what I feel the answer is no." He looked at him looked over his shoulder at him. "I'm half a creature born of dark lust and desires...I can feel those for anyone but when it comes to you I don't understand it at all....but I can tell you this much...." He looked at him. "Had you even hinted that YOU were going to leave....I don't know if I could have controlled the demon from lashing out in anger...in betrayal....and I'm not quite sure why it's this way...I've never....felt these feelings before." He said never felt a connection to anyone. "My mother died before I was born....my father was a no show all my life and the temple priests and mikos weren't exactly all that warm and welcoming....I've had no attachments to speak of....but to be frank...you're the only one....who I'm certain....I will lose control over if you..."

He closed his eyes and relaxed. The calmness of knowing that Kim felt something for him was like a wave hitting him. "Kim..shh...it's ok," he said as he stood up and moved over to turn him around to look at him. "I'm ok with you not understanding...just as long...as I wasn't wasting my time trying to protect someone who didn't want to be protected..."

Kim looked at him as he said that and then stepped towards him letting his head come down to rest on his shoulder. He was constantly touching him and Kim really didn't need physical contact all that much but wanted to feel that close to Ko. "I wouldn't stick around you....this long otherwise....I don't linger...." He said lowly. "Usually just pop in and out of people’s lives but....after the first time we met.....when you caught my attention I found I wanted to stick around more and more...." He said lowly. "I don't understand it....it doesn't bother me not even....when your happy or sad the emotions aren't sickening to me.....the positive ones.....you can protect me as long as you want Ko...."

He hesitated for a minute, but brought his arms up to wrap around Kim and he closed his eyes. "I will protect you...as long as you need it..." he sad lowly.

Kim upon being hugged, hugged him in return. "So long as I have my humanity.....always." He whispered revealing something that he hid from many even those who hunted after him among the demons wanting to make him fall while the demon half was very power and he was one and the same the human half of his soul was fragile could be overwhelmed. He hadn't felt so solid footed until he met Ko. "I'm not going to worry about after....because I have no intention of letting go of it..."

He leaned back to look at Kim and smiled at him. "Then I'll protect you always..." he said. It was such a matter of fact way of saying it, but he wasn't much for the sentimental things. He wasn't very good at relationships either though. Not many people liked him.

Kim looked up at him and smiled and this time with his eyes open it actually met his eyes. Not one of those mysterious he's up to something looks but a genuine smile. "Good because I'm not going anywhere." he said as he leaned in and nuzzled along Ko's neck happy to hear that answer the demon in him contented with it...he wasn't going anywhere the hackles of the beast inside lowered from agitation to calm again....he wasn't leaving he wasn't going anywhere everything was alright.

Ko took in a quick breath though. The sudden touch in sensitive spot that he himself hadn't been aware of had caught him by surprise and he bit his lip. "Mm.." he breathed, stifling most of the sound.

"Mm?" Kim mused chuckling. "Seems I found something..." He said lowly the Incubus inside of him his father blood caught it although subtle and well....to be frank it was already starting to stir him up in a way nothing else could such a simple little sound. "I have to be careful...." He breathed.....

He let out a shaky breath. "You...did indeed find something..."

Kim leaned slightly and looked up at him. "I could find it again....but that spoils the whole...trying to behave thing..." He mused out loud meaning he could go after that 'something' again easily....wanted to in fact a part of him wanted to shut down the human half that said to figure out things first and simply run with it....
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PostSubject: Re: What you mean to me....   Fri Jan 08, 2016 9:56 pm

Ko snorted as he looked at Kim shaking his head and raising an eyebrow at that comment. "Since when do you behave? I thought you're claim was your the 'Trickster' priest." Ko said to get Kim a bit for that one, the spot he was unaware of.

Kim though tipped his head. "Sore wa himitsu desu." He answered looking at him and smirking that is a secret.....when did he behave?  Although his answer was teasing this time he watched that slight look of irritation form the feelings and smiled at them. How delicious Ko played with him and yet he wasn't feeding off of him just loving feeling Ko's emotions as he didn't try to school them never did. "Is what I could say but honestly.....behaving isn't something I'm known for." He answered as he leaned in and nuzzled Ko again getting that spot and getting pretty much the same response. Which was frustrating for him.....honestly...

Kim narrowed his eyes enough of this dancing around and darting around things he looked at Ko who had a hold of him and than they were in Ko's room with Kim pinning him down...."What do you....mean to me..." He mused as he knelt there above him looking at him trying to think....trying to figure out his feelings which was hard to do...even with Mugo he had been analyzing and figuring things out but with him? With Ko there was no thinking....he could not think not when it came to Ko directly.

Kim sat back so that he was looking down at the cruel beautiful creature beneath him and tipped his head. "Figuring that out is not easy it's hard to think when I focus my thoughts on you directly....I'm not....used to wanting someone....the way my focus is on you.....no one is allowed to take you from me is the feeling I get so....protect me all you want Ko...." Kim said looking at him. "Because....I'm afraid when it comes to you....something inside of me is a bit possessive."
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